Oops, I just saw that I put my emotion under "music" instead of "mood" for the previous entry. Oh well, me too lazy to fix it. Stomach settled down enough for me to eat bibimbap with Lena at lunch; am now munching Mini Eggs (evil!!) while I wait for stuff to come over the wire at work.
F I R S T S
First screen name: hayls1 (old old aol s/n)
First self-purchased tape: i *think* one of the paula abdul tapes -- the dance mix one.
First funeral: can't say for certain, but possibly my best friend katie when i was 14. that's the first one i have vivid memories of, anyway.
First piercing/tattoos: ears
First credit card: capital one (wtf kind of question is this??)
First true love: ummm yeah. next...
First enemy: don't have one, but if i had to pick, my ex-friend gena.
First big trip: from korea to the u.s. when i was little =P
First concert: first *big* concert? my friend's dad took us to see the beach boys when we were like, 10 years old.
First musician you remember hearing in your house: the beatles
First relationship: michael h. in 5th grade. geez, i haven't even *heard* about him in years.
L A S T S
Last big car ride: road trip to b.c. a few years ago
Last library book checked out: can't remember
Last movie seen: saw the end of "thelma & louise" on amc the other night. (ginny, we should SO watch this together next time you're back)
Last beverage drank: sipping a coke right now to stay awake
Last food consumed: mini eggs (gosh, i'm eating like shit today...except for the bibimbap)
Last phone call: borany
Last cd played: kpop mix in the car
Last annoyance: asshole driver on the way to work who didn't signal to turn left and suddenly braked so i almost hit him
Last soda drank: HELLO, i just said i was drinking a coke...yeesh.
Last ice cream eaten: ummmmmm...ben & jerry's with michael a couple weeks ago? mmmm...ice cream.
Last time scolded: not a clue.
Last shirt worn: like the one i'm wearing now? =P which is a blue t-shirt with a hoodie over it
Last website visited: mkf, i think
Last relationship: next question...
I AM: tired and sad and empty
I HAVE: really dark circles under my eyes right now (ewwwwww)
I HATE: this feeling in the pit of my stomach
I FEAR: loving and being hurt
I HEAR: everyone's voice inside but my own
I SEARCH: for an inner peace i lost and haven't since refound
I WONDER: why i've become so dependent lately when i used to not be
I REGRET: missed chances
I LOVE: those who love me
I ACHE: everywhere
I ALWAYS: spend too much time on aim (damn you people)
I AM NOT: untrue to my heart
I DANCE: less often than i should
I SING: even when i don't realize it
I CRY: unexpectedly at the most random times
I AM NOT ALWAYS: good at hiding how i feel
I WRITE: not much now that i'm not reporting anymore
I WIN: woohoo?
I LOSE: my damn keys too often
I CONFUSE: everyone, including myself
I NEED: to be closer to my friends
I SHOULD: get back to work -_-